Changing
Well I went up north this weekend with my mommy. I had so much fun. But I had a little trouble having fun, cuz I've been thinking. And I think Thursday was the last straw, for me to look at my life and say I need a change. I was doing good for a while, I stayed out of trouble, then I fell right back into my old bad habits. How is it so hard to be good and so easy to be bad? I dont like it. Nope not at all. I am done with a lot of shit. Not shit that needs to be brought up on here.
Jacqui - I'm done with Thursday's being how they've been. From now on no one sleeps at my house but me, and sometimes Jeff. I cannot have my house trashed anymore and I need to make a change in my life. And as much as I love you I cant do that with you. You are in party mode like all the time, and I dont want to party anymore. At least not like I have been. I need to chill and figure out what I'm going to do with my life. I love you and we can still go out to dinner and shopping but I just cant party with you right now. Sorry, and its more about my not having enough self control then it is about you.
Kati - I dont think you read this all to often anymore but if you do read this call me. I need to talk to you. Like a sit in the driveway on a blanket and drink talk. Just you and me.
Emily - CALL ME WHEN YOU GET HOME FROM FLORIDA AND READ THIS BITCH!!!! :)
OK well I guess that covers everything. Except this, I love you and you know that. I've made mistakes and I cant take back what I've done. I dont want to tell you what I've done just like I dont want to know what you've done. But know that I love you and if we aren't together I wish you the best with whoever you decide to be with.
Jacqui - I'm done with Thursday's being how they've been. From now on no one sleeps at my house but me, and sometimes Jeff. I cannot have my house trashed anymore and I need to make a change in my life. And as much as I love you I cant do that with you. You are in party mode like all the time, and I dont want to party anymore. At least not like I have been. I need to chill and figure out what I'm going to do with my life. I love you and we can still go out to dinner and shopping but I just cant party with you right now. Sorry, and its more about my not having enough self control then it is about you.
Kati - I dont think you read this all to often anymore but if you do read this call me. I need to talk to you. Like a sit in the driveway on a blanket and drink talk. Just you and me.
Emily - CALL ME WHEN YOU GET HOME FROM FLORIDA AND READ THIS BITCH!!!! :)
OK well I guess that covers everything. Except this, I love you and you know that. I've made mistakes and I cant take back what I've done. I dont want to tell you what I've done just like I dont want to know what you've done. But know that I love you and if we aren't together I wish you the best with whoever you decide to be with.