i hate......
life and everything that comes along w/ it.
i am going to crawl into a hole and die.
so if you dont hear/see me for a while...
this is why.
whats the point of having a cell phone when only one person ever calls me?
random things that i hate about my self / my life:
*i hate not having friends
*i hate being alone all the time
*i hate when HE gets mad over DUMB shit
*I hate my job
*i hate my job for not paying me enough
*im fat!!!!!
* looking in the mirror and wanting to cry
*sitting around my house all day, everyday
*i have no money to buy new clothes, and the old ones don't fit
*if i had a gun...i would use it
*i hate people in general.
*i'm too scared to work in a salon.
*i lack the confidence
*i hate seeing everyones new fun pics w/ their friends from the weekend or whatever
*b/c i dont have pics w/ friends from the weekend or whatever
*but i guess in order to get new pics....i would have to have friends.
*refer to 1st bulletin
yea so if you haven't realized it by now....i'm depressed and i'm so sad/angry all the time inside, and i have no one to talk to about it, and no one to turn to when i need a friend. I need help.