Sep 24, 2003 15:23
today is a sucky day, i had my first full day of school back at fraser because i dropped out of cpc (career prep center) because it was retarted and the teacher was a total bitch i couldn't stand her stupid ass and i have a major headache and i have to work a big ass party tonight which is going to suck ass!!! but i get to leave at 10 so thats okay i guess. im tired but i dont want to fall asleep before i go to work because then ill just be a bigger bitch then i usually am.
right now. i think im leading someone on and i don't want him to get hurt because im not ready for a relationship so i hope thats not what hes thinking is going to happen. i mean its my senior year i just want to have fun, i mean when am i ever going to be a senior again?
i mean i like him but i dont know, its just not a good idea for me.
I JUST DON'T KNO WHAT WILL MAKE ME HAPPY...
MAYBE I JUST DON'T WANT TO BE.