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So yesterday the third was a very interesting day. Raymond got his nipples pierced and I saw it. I saw that piece of metal going threw his nipple and normally I can not watch that shit but I could not take my eyes off of it twas weird. Anyways, just had a fun ass day yesterday. But now I am confused again, fucking again. If you are going to cuddle while watching fireworks, kiss me and fondle my boobs every five minutes what am I supposed to think. And you know I like you. Then this other guy has trust issues and uses defense mechnisms to prevent me from hurting him yet he tells me he likes me. So I don't fucking know anymore I need someone new, someone I know is going to be forward and just take a chance on me and not hold back, because 9 times out of 10 I will give that person a chance and I really do mean that, ugh. I don't know, ugh.