Dec 08, 2005 21:47
I hate being sick, I wish this respitory virus would go away, plus with my asthma on top of everything else, AND this dance performance next week I need to get better and now. I hate asthma, I hate it i hate it I hate it. Plus being a female at the moment kind of sucks. And I have a massive migraine I think I am going to go up to my room and die. I hate how I always am getting these stupid Upper Respitory Infections, grrr on my fuckign weak immune system, ever since elementary school, and middle school, I awlays am getting sick. I have been tested for Mono twice (in less then 4 years appart), Whooping cough once(just last year and it was the worst test ever, I have been tested for a collasped lung I would say 2 times (once again that is in a 5 year time period). and everytime I get sick I get the worst possible sickness. I will get the flu shot but get the strand of flu the shot does not cover. That has happened so fucking much, I think I need to be the girl in the bubble or something I just don't fucking know.