2009 is almost over...

Dec 29, 2009 08:22

I can't believe this year has gone by so fast. But at the same time, I can't believe how much has happened:

~ I've come to the realization that what my dad and my aunt Martha have said about me is a LIE. From the time I was nine till now, I had been told I'd never amount to anything. I made $300 on jewelry in just three months. Boo-yah! ^^

~ Also, I've come to realize that my aunt Katie loves me like her another granddaughter. Well, people confuse us like that at the shows, so it's okay. Both of my grandmothers are dead, so I guess it's fine with me.

~ It's amazing how well my aunt's side of the family treats me. I mean, last year at Christmas I completely broke down. CRYING. Until then, I hadn't felt like I belonged at all. Now I feel like I belong and that's the best feeling in the world.

~ Finally, I've come to realize that I'm definitely in love with Tom. I can't help but feel that way, either. He makes me laugh, and when I do get that depressed side coming out, he doesn't shove me away. He doesn't hit me or even say hurtful things about me behind my back. In fact, he respect my mom and her wishes, as well as my own. We joke when we can and be serious when we can. And although I don't feel like it, he treats me like a princess... without all that singing. ^^; I guess all that is what I've been missing last year.

I'm super excited for him to be here Thursday.

Now I have a lot to get done:

~ Clean the floors
~ Wash dishes.
~ Take out the trash.
~ Clean the bathroom.
~ Figure out what movie we're gonna see.
~ Figure out what to wear on Thursday.
~ Figure out what to wear on Saturday. O.O

I better get off here. Everyone, have a Happy and Safe New Year!

~Neko-chan~

family, life, to-do, boyfriend

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