For everyone on my FList...

Aug 06, 2008 18:31

...right now, I'm in the worst kind of horrible moods. The kind that makes you wanna choke yourself. Yeah.

So far, the only people that don't treat me like I'm 5 are you guys. Now Mom wants ME to go get cigarettes. With HER debit card. In 95 degree heat. 95. I thought the reason why Mom and I moved was so SHE could do this shit herself. God, it's not like she's sick again.

Then after telling Mom I was going to be in the shower (since there's only one in the apartment), I'm told these exact words, "That's all you've acted like for a week... is a five year old." Well, I'm so goddamn SORRY that I'm not as smart in the fucking head as you, Mom! But EVERYONE IN THE GODDAMN FAMILY TREATS ME LIKE THAT!!! Maybe I should have put myself in an institution when I was in high school. Maybe I should have just dropped out of high school. Hell, maybe I shouldn't have been born.

And right now, I don't even feel well. In fact, not even watching L kick Light in the face on "Death Note" is helping. Not even L spinning in his chair to "You Spin Me Round" helps.

~Neko-chan~

family, life, angry, upset

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