I'm sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
understand..I'm so confused I dont knwo what to do..I wanna goto sleep but I cant and I wanna talk to you but I cant..and I just dont know what to do..I just dont understand..I guess i found out who really cares tonite..I;m glad that I finally know who I can trust and talk to now..that means alot and even tho you wont read this I hope you understand how much that means to me..my tone may not have sounded toooooo great on the phone but its beeen a long ass nite and you know that..so well thats how I feel...peace
ps: i'm starting to realize that I only post on here when I;m either drunk, depressed, or both..and most of the time its both..but with the way things have been going and the confusin I;ve been dealing with, I dont know if it would be best to.....man I fogot the point to my story..lol..well that gave me a good laugh..wait I remember I dont knwo if it would be best to stop drinking so maybe I wont act the way i do and talk about the things I talk about or if I should drink more because it helps me to cope with the way I feel..if anyone has any suggestions please let me know..I;m down for WHATEVER anyone has to share...peace
ps: i'm starting to realize that I only post on here when I;m either drunk, depressed, or both..and most of the time its both..but with the way things have been going and the confusin I;ve been dealing with, I dont know if it would be best to.....man I fogot the point to my story..lol..well that gave me a good laugh..wait I remember I dont knwo if it would be best to stop drinking so maybe I wont act the way i do and talk about the things I talk about or if I should drink more because it helps me to cope with the way I feel..if anyone has any suggestions please let me know..I;m down for WHATEVER anyone has to share...peace