its a long way home--
turns out everything is gonna be okay.
the past few days have been a little hard, im not used to having to deal with so much all at once, especially not on my own. its times like this that remind me why i believe in my faith and its because so much has happened in my life and jesus has been there every step of the way helping me out. i may not be a perfect christian and yeah i screw up all the time, but atleast i dont go around judging other people. i know i need to work on a lot but going to school where i do it isnt exactly easy. ive been a little bummed out lately, thinking about how all of the closest people to my heart live in different states and i guess i think that its just kind of pathetic and that i should be able to meet good people like that down here too, but i guess not. certain people are in my life for a reason and im thankful for that. i pretty much had an emotional breakdown last night on the phone with my mom but it was good.. im not so bummed anymore. a close half-spanish friend of mine told me the other night that sometimes its not dealing with other people thats so hard... its dealing with yourself.
anyway-- i think i decided im going to come home for spring break. i miss way too many people, and theres a lot i need to catch up on. although i think ill be coming back here to savannah for st. patricks day.... hehehehe....
the past few days have been a little hard, im not used to having to deal with so much all at once, especially not on my own. its times like this that remind me why i believe in my faith and its because so much has happened in my life and jesus has been there every step of the way helping me out. i may not be a perfect christian and yeah i screw up all the time, but atleast i dont go around judging other people. i know i need to work on a lot but going to school where i do it isnt exactly easy. ive been a little bummed out lately, thinking about how all of the closest people to my heart live in different states and i guess i think that its just kind of pathetic and that i should be able to meet good people like that down here too, but i guess not. certain people are in my life for a reason and im thankful for that. i pretty much had an emotional breakdown last night on the phone with my mom but it was good.. im not so bummed anymore. a close half-spanish friend of mine told me the other night that sometimes its not dealing with other people thats so hard... its dealing with yourself.
anyway-- i think i decided im going to come home for spring break. i miss way too many people, and theres a lot i need to catch up on. although i think ill be coming back here to savannah for st. patricks day.... hehehehe....