Feb 21, 2008 11:50
so yeahh;; nothing realli has been going on in my life just working and stuff;; finally got my l's =) ;; uhmm got back in touch with an old friend;; pat so thats cool;; uhmm just been chillen with him everyonce in a while;; me and joe got into a little dispute this morning.. he accused me of cheating on him.. wow.. thats like the biggest thing ever like forreal.. i knew he didnt trust me i knew it deep down inside but he always told me he did;; but i was right.. i was almost ready to throw up my hands and say give up.. i was so upset about it like forreal. thats realli like bad.. its hard to be with someone who doesnt trust you;; its the root of all our problems.. its why i feel guilty when im with my friends.. it has to stop cause i realli dont kno how much longer i can do it i realli dont i love him with all my heart but it hurts.