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i havent updated in a while, and i havent put up ice pics like i said i would.
it seems like way too often i feel compared to scott's old girlfriends. it sure is fun. the other day i found a picture of her in his drawer...and shes gorgeous. (lots of makeup though) seriously. that doesnt quite put me at ease. : / awesome, awesome. either way, shes much prettier than me, and hearing all these ways i dont quite live up to her really help out with the self esteem, let me tell you. so what makes me so lame, and her so fabulous?
im tired of feeling this way. its really disheartening. and i wish hed stop claming up when he realizes he said something that bothers me.
i got my haircut saturday, and its very short. well, a little above my shoulders short, but it looks messy and it totally looked better the day i got it done than it did today. lol thats so annoying! haha
i dont think scott likes it, but he can just kiss it. >=( i dont really care much anymore.
i went home for the weekend, went to the mall of georgia and got some shoes...and...lets see, i guess thats it. i enjoyed the time at home with the fam, and i got a lot of work done. :)
i got a 100 on my SAI quiz and got a rose :) lol yay! i have a whopping 2 now! sweet! its stressful, but im getting there!
the formal AND gday are on my bday! (and chiasas!)
im really ready for next year. megan and i are living together in reed (fingers crossed cuz its awesome) and im really looking forward to it. im looking forward to the summer, cuz im gonna get a job (yay!) and i get to regroup. and next year will be much better, i know it. ill actually have a roommate! its just sad, i wish mary was here more cuz it gets really lonely. i mean, i understand wanting to be with alex all the time, hes hella cool, but she practically lives with him. itd just be nice to have someone here at nights, or studying with me, etc. i mean, marys cool, and i want her here more to hang out. i miss her! and i miss having a roommate! :( bottom line, i want a roommate, and next yr ill have one. :) i havent really talked to mary about it. everyone says i should.
i need a new outlook on things. postive! always! (i try)
bio quiz tuesday! looks like a late night study session with adam, his roommate, and popsicles...
keegan taught me how to knit! well, kinda. i still have some trouble with it, but she believes in me!
i rearranged my room. (well, just about as much as u can rearrange considering my room is the size of a small walk-in closet..) it feels
new, better, and clean...and...different, which is good.
oh, oh. good, fabulous news. (well, MAYBE) Over spring break, my mom and i may be going on a cruise, from mobile, to the carribean, for 5 days. amazing.
i really hope it goes through cuz that would be so much fun.
::sigh::
time for homework.
atta girl for the day:
i am worth it, unique, and i deserve to be put on a pedistal, despite my flaws.
and so do you.
it seems like way too often i feel compared to scott's old girlfriends. it sure is fun. the other day i found a picture of her in his drawer...and shes gorgeous. (lots of makeup though) seriously. that doesnt quite put me at ease. : / awesome, awesome. either way, shes much prettier than me, and hearing all these ways i dont quite live up to her really help out with the self esteem, let me tell you. so what makes me so lame, and her so fabulous?
im tired of feeling this way. its really disheartening. and i wish hed stop claming up when he realizes he said something that bothers me.
i got my haircut saturday, and its very short. well, a little above my shoulders short, but it looks messy and it totally looked better the day i got it done than it did today. lol thats so annoying! haha
i dont think scott likes it, but he can just kiss it. >=( i dont really care much anymore.
i went home for the weekend, went to the mall of georgia and got some shoes...and...lets see, i guess thats it. i enjoyed the time at home with the fam, and i got a lot of work done. :)
i got a 100 on my SAI quiz and got a rose :) lol yay! i have a whopping 2 now! sweet! its stressful, but im getting there!
the formal AND gday are on my bday! (and chiasas!)
im really ready for next year. megan and i are living together in reed (fingers crossed cuz its awesome) and im really looking forward to it. im looking forward to the summer, cuz im gonna get a job (yay!) and i get to regroup. and next year will be much better, i know it. ill actually have a roommate! its just sad, i wish mary was here more cuz it gets really lonely. i mean, i understand wanting to be with alex all the time, hes hella cool, but she practically lives with him. itd just be nice to have someone here at nights, or studying with me, etc. i mean, marys cool, and i want her here more to hang out. i miss her! and i miss having a roommate! :( bottom line, i want a roommate, and next yr ill have one. :) i havent really talked to mary about it. everyone says i should.
i need a new outlook on things. postive! always! (i try)
bio quiz tuesday! looks like a late night study session with adam, his roommate, and popsicles...
keegan taught me how to knit! well, kinda. i still have some trouble with it, but she believes in me!
i rearranged my room. (well, just about as much as u can rearrange considering my room is the size of a small walk-in closet..) it feels
new, better, and clean...and...different, which is good.
oh, oh. good, fabulous news. (well, MAYBE) Over spring break, my mom and i may be going on a cruise, from mobile, to the carribean, for 5 days. amazing.
i really hope it goes through cuz that would be so much fun.
::sigh::
time for homework.
atta girl for the day:
i am worth it, unique, and i deserve to be put on a pedistal, despite my flaws.
and so do you.