There is no hotter hell..

May 17, 2002 12:33

then Fla in the summer. Or really, Daytona Beach.
I mean, after two-three days of nice liveable heat
the sun desides to burn away the cloud cover and rain
it's solar death down on me. O.o And with a power bill
in the $200 mark, it makes it really hard to turn on
the AC, and at the same time, not to. Gahh.

Anyway, here's a short rev of what i've been up too.

STILL trying for my old job back at EB. I swear it would
be easyer winning the lotto. Every time I go in there, I
get a bit more info, but still, the fucking hours aren't
there! How the fuck can home office not give David the
few stinking hours needed to hire me? I trust him and he
says he's pushing me hard to Steve (The new manger) and
with Jason leaving, it seems and one of the other workers
on the outs with David, it's prime time for me...if he
can ever hire me.

I want this job bad.. It pays well, gives a nice discount
on anything in the store, and most of all, it's something
I can do without getting the urges to kill the first
dumbass who asks me something utterly stupid. And it's a
JOB and something to get me out of 611 Marco Street for
a time each day. Just..the wait..the wait.. Gahh!

Well i'm allmost ready for school! I got my transcrips
and all the paperwork. Thing is, I might have to go
and get a bloody GED because of the way I finished high
school. I'm SO not okey with that, because i'll have to
take refresher courses to remember all that crap, then the
test, then wait to sign up for normal classes. My old teacher
says there's stuff I can take and make money with that, but
still, I want something I can grow on too. I might have to get
the GED anyway, but I just want a two-year degree right now.

Financial Aid looks like a out and out pain to get.
I'm not kidding. I've got the paperwork and i'm like..what
the fuck. If this is done like that, then i'll only get
so much and if it's that way then I may not get anything!
And I WILL not take out a loan. Screw that now. If a grant
can't pay for it, I'm not gonna hop on the loan truck. I
know i'll forget about it, or with my luck, have a hell of
a time paying it back.

I think i'm turning into a worrywart. School, job.. if it's
a major part of my life, I worry.

Going to JACON (Hopefully) with Ripner in June. I hope it's
some good stuff there, but not too much as I can only spend
about $300 or $400 if i push it. And being a anime con..gods
all the stuff..mmm.

For once, my love life is good. Got a VR boyfriend (blush) and
we talk very offen, and at the same time, got a lovely lady i'll
be visiting in July. I still haven't gotten that plane ticket
yet, but I will soon.

That's all for now. Hot and sore.
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