Difficult
There's way too much going on for me and I don't think I can be a girlfriend anymore. I tried to explain that but he doesn't understand. It's unfair to him for me to not be able to spend time with him and with me trying to get a second job that means zero time. Especially since I know that what little time I have left if I had to choose between the besties and him I'd choose the besties since I NEVER get to see them since they live farther away. I just don't know what to do. He's comfortable with where things are and I'm not. It hasn't feel like a boyfriend/girlfriend relationship for a long time but he doesn't seem to see it. I feel like he thinks that he has a girl he calls his girlfriend and that's good enough but it's not good enough for me. There's so many factors that make it easier for us to just be friends. I hope I can make him see it. He is a good guy and I hate hurting him like this but I'd rather him be single and be able to hook up with someone then say he's with me when a girl who will be able to spend time with him comes along...I'm Robin from How I Met Your Mother. I'll always be better as a friend then a girlfriend.