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Not much has happened over break. . . its been nice and relaxing! let me tell you i need it.
I have been with lyssa a lot, but thats nothing new haha im always with her!
Becca chills with us 2, she cracks me up
~ "sit on it. . ." LMAO
i have NO idea what im doing for new years eve. . . and its like 10 hours away, not cool
im not worried about it tho ill figure something out
Over all break has been pretty good!
i still miss my grandma. . . its hard to think that im not got to see her again. when i think about that my heart breaks all over again
maybe im still holding onto the thought that shes not really gone and im gunna wake up from this bad dream and thats not good but o well
sorry if i have shut some people out of my life, believe me when i say its not you its me. i used to hate being alone and now i dont think i could be alone enough. is a horrrible thing but i dont feel like being around people who have NO idea how much she meant to me, i mean was closer to her than i am to my own mom. im sure that will all pass but for now its how i am. there are a few people who i wish i could be with because i think they will make me feel better. . . but i cant because of various reasons and that sucks.
I have been with lyssa a lot, but thats nothing new haha im always with her!
Becca chills with us 2, she cracks me up
~ "sit on it. . ." LMAO
i have NO idea what im doing for new years eve. . . and its like 10 hours away, not cool
im not worried about it tho ill figure something out
Over all break has been pretty good!
i still miss my grandma. . . its hard to think that im not got to see her again. when i think about that my heart breaks all over again
maybe im still holding onto the thought that shes not really gone and im gunna wake up from this bad dream and thats not good but o well
sorry if i have shut some people out of my life, believe me when i say its not you its me. i used to hate being alone and now i dont think i could be alone enough. is a horrrible thing but i dont feel like being around people who have NO idea how much she meant to me, i mean was closer to her than i am to my own mom. im sure that will all pass but for now its how i am. there are a few people who i wish i could be with because i think they will make me feel better. . . but i cant because of various reasons and that sucks.