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i wanna run sometimes.
i think it would be fun to move around the country, hell, the world, and just live in random places for months at a time, and then move on. how easy would that be? life would be smoothe sailing. i could create different personas. i could be whoever i wanted for however long i wanted. i'd be so fake, but so real.
i guess this is maybe why i always introduce myself as someone else. like when im out, and someone comes up to talk to me, i give them a fake name. whatever pops into my head first. there is really no reasoning behind it. i didnt even realize other people notice i do it. but in the past month quite a few people have mentioned something about it. its gotten bad though because i even did it to spencer's friend last week. normally i just do it to the guys that i have no intention on ever seeing/speaking to again.. but who's to say ill never see spencer's friend again? i am with spencer regularly. bah.
this whole nonsense backfired, i guess, a few weeks ago. i told this guy my fake name of the night, and then got trashed and gave him my phone number. genious. so when he calls, and gets my voicemail, he was a bit confused.
its roxanne.
my name is fucking roxanne.
like the song. you know it. sing it.
r-a-n-d-o-m.
im just procrastinating again. back to studying. i hate accounting. i can handle math. i can handle number crunching. but thats not what this is. accounting blows.
i think it would be fun to move around the country, hell, the world, and just live in random places for months at a time, and then move on. how easy would that be? life would be smoothe sailing. i could create different personas. i could be whoever i wanted for however long i wanted. i'd be so fake, but so real.
i guess this is maybe why i always introduce myself as someone else. like when im out, and someone comes up to talk to me, i give them a fake name. whatever pops into my head first. there is really no reasoning behind it. i didnt even realize other people notice i do it. but in the past month quite a few people have mentioned something about it. its gotten bad though because i even did it to spencer's friend last week. normally i just do it to the guys that i have no intention on ever seeing/speaking to again.. but who's to say ill never see spencer's friend again? i am with spencer regularly. bah.
this whole nonsense backfired, i guess, a few weeks ago. i told this guy my fake name of the night, and then got trashed and gave him my phone number. genious. so when he calls, and gets my voicemail, he was a bit confused.
its roxanne.
my name is fucking roxanne.
like the song. you know it. sing it.
r-a-n-d-o-m.
im just procrastinating again. back to studying. i hate accounting. i can handle math. i can handle number crunching. but thats not what this is. accounting blows.