define a friend.

[foxieroxie04]

i once lost my best friend.
except i didnt lose him because of something i did.
i lost him because it was his time to go, and the cancer was too strong.
i didnt have the choice to hang on a little bit tighter, even though i did.
seemed pointless to hang on to something thats gone.

now, ive lost another. but he's not gone. he's here.
if there was an award for fucking things up, i'd win it hands down.
i wanna let go. tell me how you did it. i need to know.
i wish it was as easy for me as it is for you.
unbelievable.

define "friend"
define "best friend"
that would be a start.