The Last Entry

[foxfireash]

slowly severing the ties that have held me down for so long, i feel this chronicle of my disastrous life so far should be ended as well. its true, i dont really care anymore. i dont like what this town has made me. i say, on this 4th of july, the rain outside matching my mood: america can burn. i will celebrate bastille day instead. i will leave and whos to say if ill be coming back? i like the openness of my future, poised on the precipice of emergence into the world, and every day that goes by makes me even itchier to jump.
im not going to go all introspective now, but let me just say, i have learned that my naivety is unacceptable, and that blind trust of any human being has burned me too many times over. i no longer feel the need for justification from this world, and exposing myself online like this has become a juvenile attempt for attention.
so fuck it. the people who matter know where to find me.
ill leave you with my unpatriotic playlist:

ani-"animal"
cat power-"he war"
nine inch nails-"heresy"
cat power-"american flag"
metric-"succexy"
nin-"big man with a gun"
sleater kinney-"combat rock"
ani-"subdivision"
nin with david bowie-"im afraid of americans"
kidney thieves-"layers"
nin-"burn"
incubus-"talk shows on mute"
pj harvey-"kamikaze"
heavens to betsy-"good food"
ani-"self-evident"
snake river conspiracy-"breed"
denali-"normal days"
joydrop-"american dreamgirl"
jack off jill-"american made"
ani-"serpentine"
incubus-"agoraphobia"
metric-"glass ceiling"
rage against the machine-"killing in the name"
metric-"monster hospital"
incubus-"sick sad little world"
metric-"patriarh on a vespa"
rage against the machine-"testify"
tool-"pushit"