break downs are fun
well last night i had a total break down about finances for the month. then me and matt had a long chat....through chat boxes when we were sitting right behind one another...about our relationship. that fourtunetly ended well. i do feel alittle better about the finaneces this month but still not totaly. mainly because i have to ask for ooooo about 750$ from my mom....which, i didnt even want to do in the first place, i wanted to talk to her about ideas that we could do to help us come up with the money but my mom being my mom wouldnt let me go until i told her how much we needed so...not wanting to tell her 750$ i said i dont know and am now going to try to get some more money from somewhere before i tell her how much we need....so yeah. yesterday=hell. just glade jason was there to talk to me, i would have broken down even more if he hadnt been. yay. anyway im just going to relaxe today, maybe invite N and mike over to play some games...some WoW...so yeah