Reflections
Well I must say everything has been an absolute joy the past few days. Thanks guys for all of your love and support. It so great being surrounded by so many wonderful friends that care about you. I used to feel sorry for myself when I was back in school, always thinking life was crap and not caring if I got hurt. Those days are long gone. Thank goodness. What a waste to think like that. It feels really strange not going "home" to my parents' house. I feel so free and so happy with Chad. We waited 8 years to get married. That may come as a shock to most of you. Our actual anniversary is tommorow 11-3-05. We have so much shit in this house >_> We need to have a yard sale or donate some of it to GoodWill. Chad started his new job today. He works with TL. Good luck in the military Bryan. Be safe and don't forget us. Heather, absence makes the heart grow fonder. You will miss Robbie terribly, but it will pay off in the end. I think you guys will be closer than ever when he returns. Plus it gives you both time to concentrate on school and plan out your future. School is extremely important, so you don't get stuck working your ass off in a job you hate for shit pay. Prove to your family that you can achieve your goals, and most importantly, do it for your self. You deserve ultimate happiness, but you have to work hard to get there. There were so many times when I wanted to say FUCK SCHOOL, I hate it, but I kept at it and I'm thankful for it. I don't mean to sound like a commercial, but this is all very true. Mike, everything will work out for you. I appreciate all that you have done for Chad and myself. You are so funny and such a joy to be around. Don't let your thoughts get the best of you and instead, treat yourself to the most that life has to offer. Cara, I'm glad that I finally got to meet you. You are very witty as well and you will go far in life with your great social skills. David and Wendy, you guys are a lot of fun and I wish the best for the both of you. Melissa, you are the shit for putting up with Bryan. Much love for ya! Shawn, the poet, the lover, and the big brother. Thank you for looking out for everyone. You have a unique gift that I am honored to be a part of. You make all of us feel safe. Your words always mean so much and thank you for sharing your vast intelligence. Lastly, if I have failed to mention anyone, my sincerest apologies please. Love Forever and a Day- B. Monkey