Such Is Life
So here I am 8 months in to living in East Van. I love it here, I'm so glad I was finaly able to accomplish at least that.
4 months ago I was a misreble fool clinging to something that just wasn't working anymore. I have moved on for the most part. I still miss him like crazy from time to time but it was time for our paths to part, at least for awhile. 10 years is a long time.
2 months ago I couldn't have been happier, since then my moods have been plummeting and happiness seems fleeting.
There is to much pressure around me to be someone or something I am not. Let the cycle being again. It seem to me that I'm just not long term friend material. It happens every time, whether I am dropped and ignored by some one I thought was a friend or they just slowly with draw from me.
I have tried changing but it hurts me too much to suppress who I am. It's not fair that I should be expected to be a certain way. I am who I am and well if you don't like it too bad. Maybe I need a bit of an attitude change and I have been working on it but honestly at 28 I pretty much know who I am and am just working out the kinks and glitches.
4 months ago I was a misreble fool clinging to something that just wasn't working anymore. I have moved on for the most part. I still miss him like crazy from time to time but it was time for our paths to part, at least for awhile. 10 years is a long time.
2 months ago I couldn't have been happier, since then my moods have been plummeting and happiness seems fleeting.
There is to much pressure around me to be someone or something I am not. Let the cycle being again. It seem to me that I'm just not long term friend material. It happens every time, whether I am dropped and ignored by some one I thought was a friend or they just slowly with draw from me.
I have tried changing but it hurts me too much to suppress who I am. It's not fair that I should be expected to be a certain way. I am who I am and well if you don't like it too bad. Maybe I need a bit of an attitude change and I have been working on it but honestly at 28 I pretty much know who I am and am just working out the kinks and glitches.