Down and out
Since I got this job working as a Courtesy Clerk its been a little rough. As in I can't do "shit" without working then trying to do something else at home lately. In fact its worse meaning more hours working and less hours doing other fun things. I can't seem to find the time to do anything anymore, I think I'm losing my friends somewhat, but it just becasue this job is so important to me.
How important you ask, well its like I have get their on time (which I do), without fear of being yelled at. And I don't like that. Plus its freaking hot here. Living in Southern Ohio can have its heat, and August is no expection. Damn I feel like I'm going to roast out their. One time I almost passed out while working. Today I feel like its a nightmare. I just going to have to drink alot of water. Water is good though (Gatorade sometimes), but water is ok.
The pay is ok I guess, but I'm wasting away becasue of things I have to do. Cellphones, cases, and loans. Blah I can't save money for Furcons anymore :P, and I really want to go this year, but the ways things are going my hopes are slighty trimmed. Man its such a bore to live in a freaking apartment all my life, while my own life is going to the dumps. My father is always encouraging me to be another person, but its not working, in fact my father is making it worse. Hes not threating me anymore which is weird, but he just wants me to move around alot (not it this heat I ain't). Plus I'm not asking him for money anymore (YEAH!!! FOR MY OWN MONEY) :D, but hes asking me (CHEAP ASS).
So if you want to explain me in general about this month I guess you can say its be down and out!! but I will change it into more and more fun once I start be respected at the job and get a higher position, which I'm working as hard as I can right now. I just need to get the trust of the manangers like my sister did.
How important you ask, well its like I have get their on time (which I do), without fear of being yelled at. And I don't like that. Plus its freaking hot here. Living in Southern Ohio can have its heat, and August is no expection. Damn I feel like I'm going to roast out their. One time I almost passed out while working. Today I feel like its a nightmare. I just going to have to drink alot of water. Water is good though (Gatorade sometimes), but water is ok.
The pay is ok I guess, but I'm wasting away becasue of things I have to do. Cellphones, cases, and loans. Blah I can't save money for Furcons anymore :P, and I really want to go this year, but the ways things are going my hopes are slighty trimmed. Man its such a bore to live in a freaking apartment all my life, while my own life is going to the dumps. My father is always encouraging me to be another person, but its not working, in fact my father is making it worse. Hes not threating me anymore which is weird, but he just wants me to move around alot (not it this heat I ain't). Plus I'm not asking him for money anymore (YEAH!!! FOR MY OWN MONEY) :D, but hes asking me (CHEAP ASS).
So if you want to explain me in general about this month I guess you can say its be down and out!! but I will change it into more and more fun once I start be respected at the job and get a higher position, which I'm working as hard as I can right now. I just need to get the trust of the manangers like my sister did.