well i guess i was stupid
Angel called tyler earlier today, then called me and i guess i really jumped to conclusions.. well not jumped, came to conclusions that were made in time...just w/ out enough plain facts. apparently i had the wrong idea about a lot of things, a lot of things unsaid, a lot of things assumed. i guess thats what i get for having a big fear of the phone. I made a record time of talking on the phone w/ angel today!! YAY! i think it was what an hour? i ono but anyways, he honestly didnt know he hurt me, wich i find very odd, cuz i thought it was very obvious, so did everyone else i talked to, but hey, hes a guy, and i cant blame him for that. and i knew he never meant to hurt me, i knew him well enough to know it wasnt on purpose, he was just confused, and ended up hurting me along the way of finding out what he wanted to do. Hes genuenly sweet and loveing so i knew all along thats not what he meant. Even tho his reason for staying w/ his gf is very nieve, because her condition is above his level of help and all he is doing is postponing and possibly worsoning the situation, his motives for doing so are very genuine. i know i like him a lot still, and if we ever get together i know that things will go great, but im not gunna sit around and wait for him here, im gunna move on, and what happens will happen. Im not closing him off, and im not closing off whats out there either. Well just have to wait and see what happens, play it day by day, and if we end up together, great, cuz i know my feelings for him might dim, but hes so perfectally imperfect that i know they will never go away. ty: best of luck to u and ur girl, hope u find what your looking for. I just hope u realize that ill always be open to a relationship w/ u, but im not gunna sit here and wait for you. if i end up taken before u realize what ur missin out on, sry, your loss.