anxious ambivalence
yesterday, was a weird day where i spent most of the afternoon anxious to go to dinner with friends. then at some point it turned into this restless anxiety. not really sure how to describe but perhaps my sleep pattern will describe it... when i went to bed, i kept waking up every hour or so expecting it to be time for me to get up and go to work. i tossed and turned all night. that's the kind of energy i had yesterday and most of today and while i was going through all of that, i couldn't help but overanalyze every little aspect of life. it was such a weird occurance. looking back, i don't have any clue what caused it but at least i know what stopped it. so weird. has anyone ever had that?
aside from that, tiggz gave me music to listen to and of all the songs the one i like best is the format's "you know me". such a great song. i so want to learn to play it once my guitar comes in. friggin' ibanez better deliver on time!
and christy, send me more music! recommendations please. otherwise, i'm going to have to listen to more country music!!
actually, does anyone have any contemporary rock/alternative music that's good? my tastes run from ac/dc to jimmy eat world to howie day. although i admit lately my tastes are more in tune with midtempo rock music.
aside from that, tiggz gave me music to listen to and of all the songs the one i like best is the format's "you know me". such a great song. i so want to learn to play it once my guitar comes in. friggin' ibanez better deliver on time!
and christy, send me more music! recommendations please. otherwise, i'm going to have to listen to more country music!!
actually, does anyone have any contemporary rock/alternative music that's good? my tastes run from ac/dc to jimmy eat world to howie day. although i admit lately my tastes are more in tune with midtempo rock music.