[fic] truth or lies
Both of them stay put. Kazuya already lean opposite the hard wooden door. He curls himself, putting both his legs up to an angle where he buried his head between them. As for Jin, he finally seated himself by the bed’s edge after feeling that his legs going on a cramp after standing too long. Still, both of them didn’t dare to start a coversation; just eyeing each other as time passes.
“we really have to work this up.” Jin finally said, still sitting at the bed’s edge. Looking at Kazuya, he continues, “is it okay?”
With both hands still wrapping his bending knees, Kazuya nods.
“I didn’t meant what I’ve said before.”
“which part where you feel like you didn’t meant to say??” still not looking at the one talking with him.
Jin sigh, trying to find a proper word. “the part where I said I’m not sorry for doing that to you.”
A sly smirk arouse in Kazuya’s expression as he hold his head up, meeting Jin’s gaze. “ you meant it, I can see it in your eyes that time. What are you really thinking Jin?”
“that I’m being too rude when I can’t hardly forget what I’ve done.”
Kazuya just let Jin’s words blow like winds;his facial expression still the same. He’s been thinking deeply of what had happened.
“say something.” Jin demanded.
“ I don’t have anything to say.”
“just tell me why did you do it in the first place.”
Kazuya’s eyes looks crystalic with tears nearly leaking. “I don’t know. Because our love is unrealistic and forbidden.”
“You didn’t believe that we could survive? Is that it?” jin clunches his fists. His teeth greeted in dispair.
“i don’t know...maybe.”
Jin shakes his head to blow Kazuya’s words away. It just won’t work, those words still stuck in his head.
“we shouldn’t have doubt on our relationship just like I told you before. you should’ve told me when you had those thought so that we can work it over but you don’t.”
“How can I brought up that stuff when everything I heard from you was about having child when we know that won’t happen if we being together. We can never be normal Jin.” Kazuya starts to wipe away his already flowing tears.
“we can’t. it seems that I really want to have a family and someone to hier my awesome DNA. we had to choose, whether to be normal or be together. You know I hate being cheated yet that already happens. Which one do you think I’ll choose?”
Kazuya sniffs once. It’s over. Jin already made up his mind. “you-you’re going to leave me?” he manages himself to look up and catches Jin’s gaze.
He’s being rational after lots of taught. The decision doesn’t come to his state of mind without thinking; he takes the perfect time during their separation period. He takes it on the bright side, loosing Kazuya is the hardest but it will give them a better space to walk on and try something new in life.
“Let’s call it a quit. In a good way..” he said it calmly as approaching the still crying Kazuya.
He lifted Kazuya’s chin, making sure to get Kazuya to look at him. he wipes away those crystalic tears with his fingers then palming Kazuya’s face nearly to him. their hot breath combine as one; Puffing hot air on each other’s face.
“we’ll be fine Kazu, I promise you, we’ll be fine.” and he kiss him full on the lips.
Kazuya was starlet at first but reply to those plum lips for the last time. He believes they’ll be fine. at least they ends it with their last piece of love.
....................
Knocking sound keeps on getting louder on the master bedroom door.
“do you think they’re still alive?” Koki said as he peep in trough the door hole.
A nice slap on the forehead is the only thing Koki gets as a reply. Yamapi still not giving up knocking on the door. Is face pasted a worried mask.
“why are we keep knocking here when we can open it, huh Pi?”
“oh” it seems that the cleverYamapi just remembered that they’re not the ones getting caught in the room. “why didn’t I thought of that?” he grins sillily at himself.
Koki chuckles yet push Yamapi aside so that he can push the key in to the door hole. “coz you’re a dumb psyco~”
As the door crack open, both the boys rush to inspect their two prisoners.
“are we in the correct room?”
“un...we did lock the door last night aren’t we?”
Both of them widen their eyes in disbelieve. The room looks clean and untouched as if nobody was there the night before. “so, where the hell are they??” they shouted at each other still can’t believe what they see.
Yamapi clenches his fist together. “We should have known that they’ll escape. Let’s cut their head off when we find them later, shall we?” Yamapi said in disgust.
Koki nods and reply, “I’ll shave their head like mine and post it on the net before we end their happy life. it’s a deal Pi.” and he shakes Pi’s hands.
Small note found in the room made both friends agree on their crazy plan. But before they can continue, they have to find both men somewhere in the center of Tokyo.
“they’re soo gonna be dead!!!”
To Pi and Koki
Thanks for everything.we’ve talked and come up with what we think as the best for us both. we’re going our separate ways. But we’re still friends, that’s a promise.
See you guys later somewhere in Tokyo and..owh don’t worry we don’t need you to open the door coz we got our own keys.
Love Jin and Kazu
-fin-
“we really have to work this up.” Jin finally said, still sitting at the bed’s edge. Looking at Kazuya, he continues, “is it okay?”
With both hands still wrapping his bending knees, Kazuya nods.
“I didn’t meant what I’ve said before.”
“which part where you feel like you didn’t meant to say??” still not looking at the one talking with him.
Jin sigh, trying to find a proper word. “the part where I said I’m not sorry for doing that to you.”
A sly smirk arouse in Kazuya’s expression as he hold his head up, meeting Jin’s gaze. “ you meant it, I can see it in your eyes that time. What are you really thinking Jin?”
“that I’m being too rude when I can’t hardly forget what I’ve done.”
Kazuya just let Jin’s words blow like winds;his facial expression still the same. He’s been thinking deeply of what had happened.
“say something.” Jin demanded.
“ I don’t have anything to say.”
“just tell me why did you do it in the first place.”
Kazuya’s eyes looks crystalic with tears nearly leaking. “I don’t know. Because our love is unrealistic and forbidden.”
“You didn’t believe that we could survive? Is that it?” jin clunches his fists. His teeth greeted in dispair.
“i don’t know...maybe.”
Jin shakes his head to blow Kazuya’s words away. It just won’t work, those words still stuck in his head.
“we shouldn’t have doubt on our relationship just like I told you before. you should’ve told me when you had those thought so that we can work it over but you don’t.”
“How can I brought up that stuff when everything I heard from you was about having child when we know that won’t happen if we being together. We can never be normal Jin.” Kazuya starts to wipe away his already flowing tears.
“we can’t. it seems that I really want to have a family and someone to hier my awesome DNA. we had to choose, whether to be normal or be together. You know I hate being cheated yet that already happens. Which one do you think I’ll choose?”
Kazuya sniffs once. It’s over. Jin already made up his mind. “you-you’re going to leave me?” he manages himself to look up and catches Jin’s gaze.
He’s being rational after lots of taught. The decision doesn’t come to his state of mind without thinking; he takes the perfect time during their separation period. He takes it on the bright side, loosing Kazuya is the hardest but it will give them a better space to walk on and try something new in life.
“Let’s call it a quit. In a good way..” he said it calmly as approaching the still crying Kazuya.
He lifted Kazuya’s chin, making sure to get Kazuya to look at him. he wipes away those crystalic tears with his fingers then palming Kazuya’s face nearly to him. their hot breath combine as one; Puffing hot air on each other’s face.
“we’ll be fine Kazu, I promise you, we’ll be fine.” and he kiss him full on the lips.
Kazuya was starlet at first but reply to those plum lips for the last time. He believes they’ll be fine. at least they ends it with their last piece of love.
....................
Knocking sound keeps on getting louder on the master bedroom door.
“do you think they’re still alive?” Koki said as he peep in trough the door hole.
A nice slap on the forehead is the only thing Koki gets as a reply. Yamapi still not giving up knocking on the door. Is face pasted a worried mask.
“why are we keep knocking here when we can open it, huh Pi?”
“oh” it seems that the cleverYamapi just remembered that they’re not the ones getting caught in the room. “why didn’t I thought of that?” he grins sillily at himself.
Koki chuckles yet push Yamapi aside so that he can push the key in to the door hole. “coz you’re a dumb psyco~”
As the door crack open, both the boys rush to inspect their two prisoners.
“are we in the correct room?”
“un...we did lock the door last night aren’t we?”
Both of them widen their eyes in disbelieve. The room looks clean and untouched as if nobody was there the night before. “so, where the hell are they??” they shouted at each other still can’t believe what they see.
Yamapi clenches his fist together. “We should have known that they’ll escape. Let’s cut their head off when we find them later, shall we?” Yamapi said in disgust.
Koki nods and reply, “I’ll shave their head like mine and post it on the net before we end their happy life. it’s a deal Pi.” and he shakes Pi’s hands.
Small note found in the room made both friends agree on their crazy plan. But before they can continue, they have to find both men somewhere in the center of Tokyo.
“they’re soo gonna be dead!!!”
To Pi and Koki
Thanks for everything.we’ve talked and come up with what we think as the best for us both. we’re going our separate ways. But we’re still friends, that’s a promise.
See you guys later somewhere in Tokyo and..owh don’t worry we don’t need you to open the door coz we got our own keys.
Love Jin and Kazu
-fin-