The Trappings of Woe

[fox_fire4]

The RANCID name of my shitty essay that I handed in today. Oh God.... I had a 93 in English until last week. My Mrs. Slater said it was her highest mark of all her classes, but then I had to fuck myself over by doing some analysis questions pretty half-assedly and it turns out they were worth a fair bit, then I got 79% on the final Hamlet test, and now this shitty shitty essay! Oh no!! Anyhow, like I wanted to go to University anyway.

Oh well, all is good now... no more test and no more essays until monday! Right now, all I have to do is read A Prayer for Own Meany, which I hear is a pretty good book, so I've got no problem with that.

Also, I just wanted to note that, even though I am not the biggest Blink 182 fan or Boxcar racer for that matter... They have soem good lyrics in their song "I feel so"

Sometimes
I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain
...
I wish I would try
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I

'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callous
So lost, confused again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
...
Sometimes
I wish I was smart
I wish I made cures for
How people are
I wish I had power
I wish I could leave
I wish I could change the world
For you and me

'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callous
So lost, confused again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
...