Oct 23, 2007 21:42
today didn't really go my way but that's ok just means i have to try harder right... still it woulda been nice to quit that suck job.
I'm really happy with don he really came though. I'm glad you're finally going to see the doctor honey. i know you're worried but it'll be ok muah i love you.
so today mel accepeted this little kitten that looked just like sadie when i got her. he was a cute little boy... super young just like sadie. some sack of crap dumped him in a dumpster. anyway mel couldn't keep him after all. i took him to courtney and lacy's and they fell in love with him. i suggested oscar as a name. i wish i could have kept him.
Oh i wrote emmy today. She sent me some pics of her trip. it's nice up there :-).
ok i'm done for now. i love you nicole.
my song for today is
SHINEDOWN- Fly From The Inside
Here's the weight of the world on my shoulders
Here's the weight of the world on my shoulders
On my shoulders
All alone I pierce the chain
And on and on the sting remains
And dieing eyes consume me now
The voice inside screams out loud
[Chorus:]
I am focused on what I am after
The key to the next open chapter
Cause I found a way to steal the sun from the sky
Long live that day that I decided to fly from the inside
Every day a new deception
Pick your scene and take direction
And on and on I search to connect
But I don't wear a mask and I have no regrets
I am focused on what I am after
The key to the next open chapter
[Chorus]
I can't escape the pain
I can't control the rage
Sometimes I think that I'm gonna go insane
I'm not against what's right
I'm not for what's wrong
I'm just making my way and I'm gone
Here's the weight of the world on my shoulders
[Chorus x2]