Feb 18, 2010 23:47
I'm starting... ANOTHER FLAREUP. Freakin' hell, I'm not even done with the last one. Major skin involvement pushing outward again, very painful rapid growth appearing on joints, and swelling beginning AGAIN. Hair is brittle and bleeding is becoming more profuse. The front lines look like they're starting to favor the disease. :(
Holy freakin' mother of god! Help! Why won't this stupid disease just leave me alone! :o
My boss saw me today and said, "wow, Fred, you are the picture of determination." < sigh > If she only knew how tough this was how every day is a struggle to just give up, go to Cali, do nothing until a miracle takes this disease away from me.
Owie! Ouch!
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