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Well things have calmed down i guess. Had a long talk with Elise lastnight and everything is cool now. I guess i'll just sit back and see what happens. As of right now i'm not trying to be with her anymore. I dont know if i ever will again. I mean yes I still love her but I mean i have given the girl 6 years to be with me. Now if the opertunity presents it self in the future i dunno what i'll do but she'd have to work for it none the less. I mean i really just dont need the drama. I mean if you love me and like the idea of being with me then be with me or dont but i mean this constant confusion is just annoying. So i dunno what im gonna do. I dont really care at the moment. Things with elise and i are good and they will stay that way for the time being