another rant another problem
Im in another dilima. As must as i try to find another career that i would like i just cant find one. I keep getting pulled back to the military. I talked to a recruiter at school and he is supose to call me monday but the thing is.....Caitlin is highly against me going. i really love her and dont want to hurt her but what about me. I've wanted this my whole life and i am always doing all i can for everyone else but when do i get to do something just for myself. I want to do this but other the other hand i dont even know if i could make it through boot camp. I just dont know what to do........