go from this cloaked life
this is going to be harder than i thought. lost it and smoked at 1:47. all i could do was lie in bed and watch grease. now i'm dancing and watching youtube vids of people in my dance community. salsa class is in four and a half hours. gotta make it across town somehow.
its like a never ending flow of getting high and coming down and wanting back up; like my life for the last six years.
i havent done any art all week. george is going to be pissed when he ask what ive done on monday!
why stop when the world is crashing? wish i had my moms type writer fixed so i can save these ramblings forever. i just cant seem to write in a diary the way i can on a keyboard.
i cant read lately or else i have no time for it in my busy schedule of smoke. Kerouac and Bowles are taunting me.
at least i havent gone on any eating binge. i made sure to have a big breakfast so i wouldnt.
two eggs-140
two toasts-180
butter-120
=440
probably will only have raw apple juice before class. maybe ill even do sit ups to appease the gods.
its like a never ending flow of getting high and coming down and wanting back up; like my life for the last six years.
i havent done any art all week. george is going to be pissed when he ask what ive done on monday!
why stop when the world is crashing? wish i had my moms type writer fixed so i can save these ramblings forever. i just cant seem to write in a diary the way i can on a keyboard.
i cant read lately or else i have no time for it in my busy schedule of smoke. Kerouac and Bowles are taunting me.
at least i havent gone on any eating binge. i made sure to have a big breakfast so i wouldnt.
two eggs-140
two toasts-180
butter-120
=440
probably will only have raw apple juice before class. maybe ill even do sit ups to appease the gods.