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i've been alone with my self in my house for the past two days. i took a little excursion out yesterday but it was short lived. the thought of socializing makes me feel like i am suffocating. i literally don't want to hear human voices and my own is driving me insane. i'm trying to grasp onto some things i used to care about. i'm trying to figure out what i can do with myself. i just wasted so much of my potential and thinking about it just freezes me. everything is bullshit. i just don't fucking care about anything anymore. i want to but i don't.