May 20, 2007 03:12
Okay..so..
I dont know
I like my friends
then I dont
I feel like I'm being a bitch to everyone in the path of Jessi, Jess, and Jessica
I just feel like I'm a different person when I get called different names
when people call me Jessi...I feel naive, and excited all the time
Jess...I'm just Jess...short and simple
Jessica...you're either a grown up or in trouble
I'm struggling lately with just like...EVERYTHING
I dont know what I want
who I want to hang out with
how everything is supposed to run
if I want to party
if I w ant to be a good person..
I'm just confused and for the time inbetween cloudiness and clear-ness...I'm just going to have FUN
hopefully there will be a trip up to the PITS tonight..I hope so..and I hope my mom goes out of town...I want a good night a really really good night tonight. I can only hope.