So here I am again
at work and mildly bored. More nervous, though. I'm not sure if I'm still pissing off the boss' boss, but yeah. I should be okay... I think... He's usually a quiet guy anyway, so I can't really tell. But I have good stuff to do today. No shelving. Just desk, straightening, and shelf reading <3. Hopefully tomorrow will be as easy.
Went to see Rhonda again... got good news... I'm getting therapy for free now. Freeeeeeeeee like a bird. Or a piece of grass. But infinitely more valuable than a piece of grass. She told me I am lonely and want some love. Well, I could have told her that. *laughs* I guess it's just a little validating to hear it from someone else. So yeah. I had a nice long chat with James about it, too... it's good to know that someone else feels the same way that I do. I really relate with him a lot in some areas. Like having a twin that I lost or something. Same but different... all that fun stuff.
Mmmm... so... school is going okay. Midterms are finally over with. I don't know how well I did. I know that nothing I wrote down on them was wrong, I just don't know if I wrote down enough. Especially in Religions. I mean, how much can you say about puja? It's worship. It's done by people. It started a long time ago. It's still here. It's puja. Sounds like some kind of weird song.
Wow... like ten people just left the library at the same time. O_O
For those GMUites out there, Spring Schedule is available. I see one sitting next to me and I want to read it! Touch it! Heh heh heh... I hope to be able to talk to the registrar about doubling my major soon. That way I can get started taking the art classes I need, too.
I haven't tried to kill myself this week. I think that's a big plus.
Went to see Rhonda again... got good news... I'm getting therapy for free now. Freeeeeeeeee like a bird. Or a piece of grass. But infinitely more valuable than a piece of grass. She told me I am lonely and want some love. Well, I could have told her that. *laughs* I guess it's just a little validating to hear it from someone else. So yeah. I had a nice long chat with James about it, too... it's good to know that someone else feels the same way that I do. I really relate with him a lot in some areas. Like having a twin that I lost or something. Same but different... all that fun stuff.
Mmmm... so... school is going okay. Midterms are finally over with. I don't know how well I did. I know that nothing I wrote down on them was wrong, I just don't know if I wrote down enough. Especially in Religions. I mean, how much can you say about puja? It's worship. It's done by people. It started a long time ago. It's still here. It's puja. Sounds like some kind of weird song.
Wow... like ten people just left the library at the same time. O_O
For those GMUites out there, Spring Schedule is available. I see one sitting next to me and I want to read it! Touch it! Heh heh heh... I hope to be able to talk to the registrar about doubling my major soon. That way I can get started taking the art classes I need, too.
I haven't tried to kill myself this week. I think that's a big plus.