Apr 17, 2004 01:19
Yeah, so everyone now knows that James and I broke up. Whoopee. *cries* I miss him. I mean, I still talk to him, but I'm just starting to realize how much I really care about him. It's starting to permeate different levels of me. I want to be his everything. I want to do everything for him. I want to be his mother, his friend, his lover, his sister, his Only.
So yeah. I'm sad. I wanna cry into a beer. Or at least a bear. But there are precious few of both around here.
I miss Maria, too... suddenly. She's such a dearheart. And I miss her.
Ugh... stomach is upset. More later.
drama,
boo hoo,
romance