Dec 16, 2008 03:33
for future reference...Alex Liliberte died a few hours ago...from what is rumored as an OD.
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So this is how I see it. I've had recurring dreams...
Suddenly, my car crashes and I fly through the window. My body continues forward, but my soul keeps flying. My soul leaves my body the instant I die. For some reason, no matter how afraid of death I've been my entire life (with little spouts of the opposite), I am incredibly happy the moment it happens. I can't control it. Shouldn't I be extremely upset and angry? This may be a way of God protecting me - controlling my emotions and such. My soul floats up to heaven in the cliche` way that I've seen in really bad movies. I suddenly arrive to an extremely comforting room. My emotions literally change when I enter. I see now everyone that I have ever lost, everyone who has ever made an impact on me or vice-verse. It's like a party. But what happens then? I can't even imagine? Day to day life in heaven? WTF?
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So many people have pondered for years over what the after life is like. Maybe it is simply something for us to believe in to comfort us. If so, I'm game.