Nov 20, 2003 11:29
It's so theraputic to hear her voice sometimes and I regret losing track of time and not calling her at 10 like I said I would try to. She means everything to me and there has to be a way to get up there for Thanksgiving so I'm looking for bus ticket prices before I go and ask people for money. I don't want to ask Julie to help me pay for it. I don't know why, but I just don't, and I wouldn't unless I absolutely had to.
My mother lied to me. Her broken promises are a reminder that she is no better than anyone she pointed the finger at when I was little. The show was good. I got a shirt. I'm going to stay up for a bit and look for bus ticket prices, then call my father tomorrow after I get home from school like he told me to when I talked to him about this just a few minutes ago. I don't ask for much, but I'm asking you now [G-d]; help me find a way.