Apr 24, 2004 09:53
i hate this feeling. so detached and empty. i don't know what i should attribute it too.i've been gone for a week. i lived with my parents in a tiny room and i'm just sick of being with them. and the fact that i'm just all stirred up.
i thought i was going to die on the plane. like really. when it was jerking up and down and my father grabbed my hand and said, "we'll be together". i've been in a daze ever since.
and just to get home finally, walk across the yard and hear my best friend of like 13 years dad had a heart attack.
and that feeling when you've been gone for a while and your friends all just kept going without you.
i hate this feeling. so detached and empty.