it's a sad sad night * tear *
so... the dreadful day is here:(
today after school i went up the road and met up with shane and devin me and shane went to the cabin. matt eddy was up there :) nice. they cut a hole in the ice and i came home..... got bawled at by mom because i was hanging around with all guys. all of you who ive told know it if not too bad...lol o man. so the deal was i could go to the cabin tonight but i can't go the rest of the WEEK and i could only go tonight if there was another girl.
me and erica went up i can almost walk that path with my eyes closed.played some cards and gave shane a going away present i think he liked it he was looking at it the whole night and then when we went out he was still talkin about it. it was an impulse thing i dunno... so then terri-lynn, jeremy, kenny and grant came over... ( i just threw up a little ) yay. it was funny because terrilynn is like " who beat up ernie hes my friend" and shane puts his hand up so quick. she said she wished she could beat him up then he threw this thing and it hit her... i don't think many people saw that. then me and shane made a wax ball that was soo cool but he threw it at kenny... it broke into a million peices.. o yeah guys i thought that was funny about what i said about terrilynn.. so they left and me and devin played gin. fun game got my cards in my bookbag for tomorrow. then the b'ys played HORSE and we left. erica got a ride home and me and shane sat on denises garbage box while the b'ys did the usual.. we talked about the cd..lmao..his job, how weird its gonna be when he leaves, the refinery...lmao again and when hes comin back. he told be he would probably be back this summer if he don't get a job *crosses fingers* i can't wait. so we met the b'ys went to penneys bus shelter and did the usual then it was time for the b'ys to go home :( :( shane just looked and me and said " well cara" and then he "nigger hugged" me... and mason hugged me...lmao i don't know why i think it was beacuse of what mom was sayin and then shane was sayin how a nigger hug is so much better and it means so much more it was hilarious... and sad:( o man..
well i gg go to bed probably and then call kelly.. well maybe i should call kelly before i got to sleep..lol would make sense
cara
today after school i went up the road and met up with shane and devin me and shane went to the cabin. matt eddy was up there :) nice. they cut a hole in the ice and i came home..... got bawled at by mom because i was hanging around with all guys. all of you who ive told know it if not too bad...lol o man. so the deal was i could go to the cabin tonight but i can't go the rest of the WEEK and i could only go tonight if there was another girl.
me and erica went up i can almost walk that path with my eyes closed.played some cards and gave shane a going away present i think he liked it he was looking at it the whole night and then when we went out he was still talkin about it. it was an impulse thing i dunno... so then terri-lynn, jeremy, kenny and grant came over... ( i just threw up a little ) yay. it was funny because terrilynn is like " who beat up ernie hes my friend" and shane puts his hand up so quick. she said she wished she could beat him up then he threw this thing and it hit her... i don't think many people saw that. then me and shane made a wax ball that was soo cool but he threw it at kenny... it broke into a million peices.. o yeah guys i thought that was funny about what i said about terrilynn.. so they left and me and devin played gin. fun game got my cards in my bookbag for tomorrow. then the b'ys played HORSE and we left. erica got a ride home and me and shane sat on denises garbage box while the b'ys did the usual.. we talked about the cd..lmao..his job, how weird its gonna be when he leaves, the refinery...lmao again and when hes comin back. he told be he would probably be back this summer if he don't get a job *crosses fingers* i can't wait. so we met the b'ys went to penneys bus shelter and did the usual then it was time for the b'ys to go home :( :( shane just looked and me and said " well cara" and then he "nigger hugged" me... and mason hugged me...lmao i don't know why i think it was beacuse of what mom was sayin and then shane was sayin how a nigger hug is so much better and it means so much more it was hilarious... and sad:( o man..
well i gg go to bed probably and then call kelly.. well maybe i should call kelly before i got to sleep..lol would make sense
cara