deletion

[foureyedgurl]

isn't going to happen yet.
i have too many memories stored in here. when i can copy and paste and backdate them into a new journal i will, but then again what would be the point? that's a question i am asking alot these days, what's the point?

i have uncovered possibly the best whiskeytown song to ever describe a situation i am going through, lyrics below.

sit around, dream away the place i’m from
used to feel so much, now i just feel numb
could go out tonight, but i ain’t sure what for
call a friend or two i don’t know anymore

sit and listen to the rain
sit and listen to the rain

gonna ride down to the river where it runs
gonna watch tv and pray for decent reruns
sit around and dream away what i’ve become
used to feel so much, now i just feel dumb

sit and listen to the rain
sit and listen to the rain

i’ll never understand this emptiness
i’ll never really try to understand, i guess
i’ll never understand this emptiness
i’ll never really try and understand,
try and understand, i guess

sit around, dream away the place i’m from
used to feel so much, now i just feel dumb
could go out tonight, but i ain’t sure what for
call a friend or two i don’t know anymore

sit and listen to the rain
sit and listen to the rain

[sarcasm] isn't that accurate? (voice in my head- "uh-huh!") [sarcasm]

the new decemberists' album is fucking awesome.

now i am going to go research literary versions of the underworld.