I'm in a bad mood!
I'm really mad right now because I just got home at 1:15am... and I looked at my work schedule expecting it to say 10:30am til like 6:30pm for tomorrow, but instead it says 9:30am til 6:30pm! Then I have wingspread from 7 til who knows when and then I'm supposed to go to kirsten's bday party... but I'm going to be so tired that I won't wanna drink too much because that would just make me more tired! And then the next day (friday) I'm supposed to uppack my stuff with my mom all day and then have a preformance of by jeeves and then rehearsal for hound!
I'm just feeling compleatly overworked. I haven't had time this summer to really do anything on a regular basis with friends. I had the night off tonight, but it hardly felt like it because I feel so rushed now because of the next few day's schedule. I feel really bad because some people are working to support their families and I'm complaining of having too many hours when all I need the money for really is to shop and for graduate/film school/after college graduation.
I was really moody tonight too, and I definalty felt like a bitch at times, I just get in this mood sometimes where it's hard to explain what I want to do and I think it was really just that I was needing some down time, but I would feel guilty taking down time because I have so much to do! Like memorizing lines, I don't have too many, but I also have more than usual, so I need to memorize them, but I really just haven't had time. I spent some time tonight when I was hanging out with my friends to memorize though... and I pretty much have like half of them memorized.
Anyway I feel like i'm starting to say the same thing over and over again. I need to write in a handwritten journal I think so I can reflect on stuff and have it be only for me compleatly, but I don't really have time!
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I'm just feeling compleatly overworked. I haven't had time this summer to really do anything on a regular basis with friends. I had the night off tonight, but it hardly felt like it because I feel so rushed now because of the next few day's schedule. I feel really bad because some people are working to support their families and I'm complaining of having too many hours when all I need the money for really is to shop and for graduate/film school/after college graduation.
I was really moody tonight too, and I definalty felt like a bitch at times, I just get in this mood sometimes where it's hard to explain what I want to do and I think it was really just that I was needing some down time, but I would feel guilty taking down time because I have so much to do! Like memorizing lines, I don't have too many, but I also have more than usual, so I need to memorize them, but I really just haven't had time. I spent some time tonight when I was hanging out with my friends to memorize though... and I pretty much have like half of them memorized.
Anyway I feel like i'm starting to say the same thing over and over again. I need to write in a handwritten journal I think so I can reflect on stuff and have it be only for me compleatly, but I don't really have time!
UTNT