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Mar 12, 2006 13:39

Finally making the kinds of friends I need to maintain any semblance of sanity around here...

I have recently befriended a small pack of heavily drinking nerds, one of whom actually has their own place which is so convenient. Plus they're just generally pretty awesome. And I'm learning how to play D&D, haha. Which I can't help but feel was a long time coming, considering the number of friends I have who play and have offered to teach me in the past but never gotten around to it. So yeah, good times. Anything to attempt to take my mind off the blindingly painful missing for a few seconds. Not that anything ever does.

My dad comes to visit on Friday though! I'm really excited about that. I hope it goes well, instead of turning awkward and sour like about 50% of my interactions with my dad do. This is far more likely to happen if I'm depressed, as it makes me much more sensitive to that whole thing where nothing I do is ever good enough for him, so I'm really hoping that the funk I'm in today goes away by tomorrow. Or at the very least by Friday. Sigh. Ohhhhh well. We'll just have to wait and see! Hopefully it's just a side effect of my getting wasted before noon yesterday causing me to go to sleep from about 7pm yesterday until about 9:30am today.

Blal!
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