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im a wreck......me and my bf broke up yesterday bcuz of something i cant let go of....but it happend 1 yr ago....i just honestly can't forgive him. my emotions just fucken exploded and next thing i knew we were over......i love him so much....but i seriously cant deal with what he did back then....it was my mistake going back out with him....i feel like the biggest idiot in the world for breaking up cuz of something so long ago...and i know he adores me....but i can't share my guys....i stayed up till like 4 crying my ass off....i chilled with his cuzin all day, i love her....and he was around a lil....i dont think i could handle totally taking him out of the picture so quick cuz were always together....were always together...........:(
the only good thing that came out of today was when i weighed myself this morning...122.6....i cant wait till tomorow morning
ohh shit it is tomorow.....WOO HOO DAY 3!
ughhhh i think i wana cry now.......bye :-(
the only good thing that came out of today was when i weighed myself this morning...122.6....i cant wait till tomorow morning
ohh shit it is tomorow.....WOO HOO DAY 3!
ughhhh i think i wana cry now.......bye :-(