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i feel oppressed. i feel like i have no life. why are you in control of my life. why do i still go along with your will. just cause youre stuck in SG, i am stuck too. why cant you let me go with them and wish me well. why are you so selfish. it's impossible for ALL my first times to be with you. it's not a 'collect-them-all' kinda thing. you force me to make my life revolve around you and because i am weak, i want to avoid a quarrel, i do so. i hate myself