youre hopeless charlie brown, completely hopeless.

[fountainoflight]

So I decided that I am going to start making a list of all the times I miss Mike. Maybe if I do that I will see how ridiculous it is that I think about him as much as I do, especially considering the fact that he doesn’t think of me ever. I cant decide if I am hurt or not...I mean I was dating someone too at one point this year, so its not like I feel betrayed or anything. I guess maybe its just because I really liked him and I didn’t think he did, but then I got convinced that he did, and now I guess he doesn’t care. Which I cant blame him for. This summer will be weird though...the end of last summer was so awesome that it sucks I wont be having that again, and knowing how nostalgic I can be it will be hard going back to moonlight at night, or driving by the Y, or going to beacons or doing anything that we did together. it will even be hard going to palm springs because I had him to talk to and be excited about. Ahhhhh.

Anyway, tally chart, starting now.

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