Feb 15, 2005 17:26
I can't get a coherent thought out
I hate the fuckers right downstairs in room 104 who make my room vibrate with the only two song they ever listen to, that yeah yeah one and a greenday one, and they also have this game, and its loud.
I hate today in german trying to pay attention cant brandon wasnt there and it was really hard I didnt know how hard it would be I never thought about it being hard just sitting there rachel was gone too, shes with brandons sister because they are best freinds they best friends are and I hated it today when I took the test and wrote entspannen because brandon and i have had an inside joke about enspannen it wasnt funny and thats why it was funny and I miss him so much i want him to just walk down the hall and say "jk guys, I just wanted to see" but he doesnt see anymore he stopped and it suckes because I want to see him and I'm not the only one.
I hate sympathetic eyes that dont understand but wish that they did and I hate hating them