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[foundxwithinxu]

tell me what you think....

i dont know what to do.
i feel like something inside of me is missing.
i cant describe how i feel right now.
cuz the emotions range from ..
sadness to being angry.
not angry at you..
angry that i could let this fuckin happen to me agian

why does this always have to fuckin happen to me...
what i told 2 of my friends is gonna come true.
cuz i dont know what else to do.

im so upset..
i cant think straight.
i left all of my classes to be in another classroom.
so i could just think...

i dont usualy write like this but i dont know what else to do.
i feel so helpless in the huge world.
i feel so small.

i dont know ...but i cant stop cryin.
every thought of you ...and the tears start fallin.
whether its the thought of you lovin someone else..
to not being able to be with you..

there were plenty of guys who when we broke up..
asked to start talkin to me.
but it felt like none of them were as good as you..
so please explain why...
i put myself back in this postion..

you knew i was scared the first time...
now im scared to even lend a piece of my heart to anyone..
for the fear of it shattering...(whats left of it that is)

2 guys have taken a piece of my heart.
and broke it.
im not trying to make you upset..
or feel like shit.
i jsut need to get this off my chest..

i wish the best for you.
i really do.
but i dont know how i will end up...
so dont ask.....