Apr 11, 2004 14:27
I dont get it all.. I hate holidays.. I fell like I am waiting to cry.. It remindes me of stuff I don't want to think about it reminds of everything.. And I don't like it one bit..
I remember eating in restaunts and all the things he wouldn't let me eat.. Now I remember eating in restaunts and all the things I would let me have..
I need to leave stop thinking all together.. Because if you want me I just supose you are going to have to do something about it.. This is twice now..
Why do people cry.. What is the reason for it..?? I mean really I could see if you where crying to get stuff out of your eyes.. But I mean why is the physical reation for being really upset crying..?? I mean when you are mad or happy liquid does not start poring out of your orifices.. Does it.. No.. So WTF..