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I should be doing my history reading log. But I have begun to get to know myself...and I know that I'm not going to do it anyways so I might as well give up pretending that i will do it in 15 minutes. Yeah, that's what I do. I tell myself that I will check my email, myspace, AIM, MSN, facebook, livejournal, and such, for about 15 minutes and after that I will start on my homework. Then 45 minutes later I check the time, and I'm like: oh fuck, time went so fast...but I'm not done talking to this person yet. And then in just a little while it is time to eat dinner and go to chorus.
I should really do at least a little homework though. I have to send my ToK presentation stuff to Chelsea tomorrow...and my extended essay (at least almost all of it) is due on wednesday...so that means i'm gonna have to do all of that tomorrow. While I also have to babysit tomorrow. And since one of the kids I babysit is a baby that just started crawling, I know I don't have time to do my homework because that kid is going to knock everything in the house over.
Anyways...who cares...it's just IB...right?
So...there's this girl...that's all i'm gonna say.
Today was gross. Today rocked, but it was gross. My girlfriend acted like my fucking girlfriend in school, which I did not expect, but it rocked my world. I didn't even care about the people around me. But then we had to disect little pigs...which made me forget about her, and that's something that rarely happens. I've never felt so cruel in my life. I mean...there it was, this cute little baby pig...laying on my bio desk. And we had to fucking break its jaw. The jaw thing was gross, but when we had to cut open its belly...the jaw thing was nothing. I mean...cutting through that skin was nasty gross disgusting as hell. I think it just pushed me over the edge of becoming a vegetarian. Doesn't that just make me one full total lesbian? I think it does.
No...I don't think I can be a vegetarian though...not yet. I mean...I've tried, but I just love the taste of some meats...and I don't want to put the people preparing food for me through all that trouble of buying substitutes for meat and stuff...so I might just become a vegetarian once i live on my own.
About that...living on my own. I've always said to people who asked me the question whether I like the netherlands or the US better that I do not know...that I can't decide, and that I was glad I didn't have to. Now....guess what???!!!! I HAVE to decide now that my parents are staying another year. I could go back to the netherlands, study, and live on my own. OR I could stay here for another year, have some fun, get my own car, go to the rec center like...3 days a week, take fun classes such as theatre and drawing classes at ODU...and just have some fun time. But that means that I'm not gonna go back to the netherlands for a whole other year. I mean...damn it it's hard.
I should stop writing more in this post...because it's long as shit...but I really don't want to. Because that would give me time to do my homework, and I already decided on the fact that I was not gonna do that.
soooo....more stuff I can brag about? oh yes! totally. I will never stop complaining.
The N. What the fuck is up with The N and people analysing its way of airing shows. I mean...they just showed us the mid-season finale of South of Nowhere. Now...read that...the mid-season finale. That means that they cut the show at the middle of the season, and will be showing us the rest in a few months. Then there is people asking questions like: what is a mid-season finale? Wasn't this the season finale? So does this mean the season isn't over yet?
I mean, COME ON! Who cares if the season is over or not....if this would be the season finale, then it would be exactly the same as now...they would just call the next episode episode 401....and not episode 309....They are still going to show the rest of the episodes they have on the date they are going to show the rest of season 3...even if the rest of the episodes would be another season.
I really don't know where I was going with this...I had it clear in my mind, until I suddenly thought of saturday night and my mind became all foggy...is this healthy?
Half an hour left to kill...I won't keep bragging about all this stuff that doesn't matter really anyways. I think I will go change into my danceclothes and put on some music, sing really loud in the way that my voice will be even crappier than it is right now even before i have chorus rehearsal for 3 hours. What is wrong with monday nights? every monday night rehearsal i loose my voice for about an hour and get it back...I dont know what I do...do I put too much energy in my singing? Oh well..it gives me stronger stomach muscles, which aren't just for the singing...
;)
buhbye my babys
MJ
I should really do at least a little homework though. I have to send my ToK presentation stuff to Chelsea tomorrow...and my extended essay (at least almost all of it) is due on wednesday...so that means i'm gonna have to do all of that tomorrow. While I also have to babysit tomorrow. And since one of the kids I babysit is a baby that just started crawling, I know I don't have time to do my homework because that kid is going to knock everything in the house over.
Anyways...who cares...it's just IB...right?
So...there's this girl...that's all i'm gonna say.
Today was gross. Today rocked, but it was gross. My girlfriend acted like my fucking girlfriend in school, which I did not expect, but it rocked my world. I didn't even care about the people around me. But then we had to disect little pigs...which made me forget about her, and that's something that rarely happens. I've never felt so cruel in my life. I mean...there it was, this cute little baby pig...laying on my bio desk. And we had to fucking break its jaw. The jaw thing was gross, but when we had to cut open its belly...the jaw thing was nothing. I mean...cutting through that skin was nasty gross disgusting as hell. I think it just pushed me over the edge of becoming a vegetarian. Doesn't that just make me one full total lesbian? I think it does.
No...I don't think I can be a vegetarian though...not yet. I mean...I've tried, but I just love the taste of some meats...and I don't want to put the people preparing food for me through all that trouble of buying substitutes for meat and stuff...so I might just become a vegetarian once i live on my own.
About that...living on my own. I've always said to people who asked me the question whether I like the netherlands or the US better that I do not know...that I can't decide, and that I was glad I didn't have to. Now....guess what???!!!! I HAVE to decide now that my parents are staying another year. I could go back to the netherlands, study, and live on my own. OR I could stay here for another year, have some fun, get my own car, go to the rec center like...3 days a week, take fun classes such as theatre and drawing classes at ODU...and just have some fun time. But that means that I'm not gonna go back to the netherlands for a whole other year. I mean...damn it it's hard.
I should stop writing more in this post...because it's long as shit...but I really don't want to. Because that would give me time to do my homework, and I already decided on the fact that I was not gonna do that.
soooo....more stuff I can brag about? oh yes! totally. I will never stop complaining.
The N. What the fuck is up with The N and people analysing its way of airing shows. I mean...they just showed us the mid-season finale of South of Nowhere. Now...read that...the mid-season finale. That means that they cut the show at the middle of the season, and will be showing us the rest in a few months. Then there is people asking questions like: what is a mid-season finale? Wasn't this the season finale? So does this mean the season isn't over yet?
I mean, COME ON! Who cares if the season is over or not....if this would be the season finale, then it would be exactly the same as now...they would just call the next episode episode 401....and not episode 309....They are still going to show the rest of the episodes they have on the date they are going to show the rest of season 3...even if the rest of the episodes would be another season.
I really don't know where I was going with this...I had it clear in my mind, until I suddenly thought of saturday night and my mind became all foggy...is this healthy?
Half an hour left to kill...I won't keep bragging about all this stuff that doesn't matter really anyways. I think I will go change into my danceclothes and put on some music, sing really loud in the way that my voice will be even crappier than it is right now even before i have chorus rehearsal for 3 hours. What is wrong with monday nights? every monday night rehearsal i loose my voice for about an hour and get it back...I dont know what I do...do I put too much energy in my singing? Oh well..it gives me stronger stomach muscles, which aren't just for the singing...
;)
buhbye my babys
MJ