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For those that don't know, I post in my journal all the time, they are just all private entries. I wish that I could go back and change the way that I think. Sometimes, I read over things that I've said or thought and I'm just like, "Wow". For one brief moment in time, I was happy being stupid. At times, I ignore the obvious (or what some would say is reality) to live in this fantacy that I call, "La Vida de Megan".
I am so stupid... such a jackass... such a sucker.
I'm pretending like Kayla isn't going to move away soon and that this isn't the last summer that we're really going to get to spend together. God, all those summers. We were always so broke; before the boyfriends, before responsibility, before any thoughts about college or the future were regularly circulated. No worries about money (or anything else for that matter). If living means lots of sno-cones, staying out late, and listening to lots and lots of Incubus and Dashboard Confessional; then I can say that I have truly lived. Man, what happened? Growing up sucks.
Sometimes it's okay though; there are times when I feel like I need a new life. I just don't want to do it alone. What's life without your soultwin right there cheering? There are no replacements.
I am so stupid... such a jackass... such a sucker.
I'm pretending like Kayla isn't going to move away soon and that this isn't the last summer that we're really going to get to spend together. God, all those summers. We were always so broke; before the boyfriends, before responsibility, before any thoughts about college or the future were regularly circulated. No worries about money (or anything else for that matter). If living means lots of sno-cones, staying out late, and listening to lots and lots of Incubus and Dashboard Confessional; then I can say that I have truly lived. Man, what happened? Growing up sucks.
Sometimes it's okay though; there are times when I feel like I need a new life. I just don't want to do it alone. What's life without your soultwin right there cheering? There are no replacements.