~ The Love You Take......... ~
lol - i just cant figure out what to say here. this is the third time ive gotten this far through the first line, so i hope it truly is the charm. i have no idea about what to say here today. i cant believe how everything seems to be swirling around in my head....i guess that when things have been as interesting as they recently have been in my life, it stands to reason that it might feel this way. i really just need to get focused - doing so would improve so many things, if i could just figure out a way to do that. i need to go to the beach, i think. i need to spend some time in thought, in prayer, in space.......something. if nothing else, this Love ive been experiencing lately deserves at least that much from me. honestly, i think if i could just be closer to Love today, then everything would work itself out tomorrow.....
wow - i wonder if its true that some people can really have a sense for the unknown, the unseen, the unfounded.......i honestly feel like there are many times in my life where i just failed to realize the gravity of a situation, and would really only start to finally get it upon looking back at a later place and time. of course, by then its easy to be appreciative or regretful over the events that transpired before, and how those things might have influence on where you are, or who you are, etc.....i think that in more recent years, ive become a bit more adept at sensing things like this, though i wonder what it is that im actually sensing. for all i know it could just be my own twisted thoughts at play.......i guess i just take it too far sometimes. i just need to take a deep breath and relax, dont i? lol......
today i have this sense of prescience, i guess. it shouldnt be surprising, given what ive been thinking about lately, and more importantly who ive been thinking about. its all so much to take in, to consider......its just so much, period. damn my over-active mind - lol. i plan on really getting into this more soon, i really do. i owe it to myself, and i owe it to Love. for now though, i'll just bask in the glow of the radiant luminence of my new found star. she has special properties, and im pleased to say that im not the first person to realize that. i must go now - +++ - me
wow - i wonder if its true that some people can really have a sense for the unknown, the unseen, the unfounded.......i honestly feel like there are many times in my life where i just failed to realize the gravity of a situation, and would really only start to finally get it upon looking back at a later place and time. of course, by then its easy to be appreciative or regretful over the events that transpired before, and how those things might have influence on where you are, or who you are, etc.....i think that in more recent years, ive become a bit more adept at sensing things like this, though i wonder what it is that im actually sensing. for all i know it could just be my own twisted thoughts at play.......i guess i just take it too far sometimes. i just need to take a deep breath and relax, dont i? lol......
today i have this sense of prescience, i guess. it shouldnt be surprising, given what ive been thinking about lately, and more importantly who ive been thinking about. its all so much to take in, to consider......its just so much, period. damn my over-active mind - lol. i plan on really getting into this more soon, i really do. i owe it to myself, and i owe it to Love. for now though, i'll just bask in the glow of the radiant luminence of my new found star. she has special properties, and im pleased to say that im not the first person to realize that. i must go now - +++ - me